I flipped open my journal a few weeks ago and it opened to a page I had poetically scribbled out over a year ago...when delirious I get to rhyming. :) I have since connected with some amazing people through this machine...a web that can spin out many blessings... :) just rhyming for the fun of it now... seriously speaking ...one of my new found friends, an inspiration and true gift, is Barbara Boyer. http://www.beboyer.com It is so awesome how people come into your life from across the globe.. country...you get my drift! I do not have her book yet, but it is on my list, entitled "Courage Of Fear." We have corresponded for sometime now, and her writings are something I deeply related to and formed an instant friendship between us. As I glanced over my writing, below, my line on courage of fear stuck out because of Barbara's book. It made me smile, and brought to my mind many of her thoughtful notes she sent me...or posted on her site. A joyful moment...the ones that count!
I have contemplated my writing, sharing, blogging, and the next steps in my path. I have had life changing events that taught me to let go and live, but there are always new defining moments and this year, as I broach upon my 40th year..EXCITEDLY!! :).. has added to those greatly. I have been ending my 30th decade with new passions stirring, added strength, determination and drive...all which have somewhat confused which way to turn the wheel and go. The only truth I know is that God will get me there, trusting in Him to gently navigate my course! I have verses written out as reminders of His promises, Proverbs 3, 5-6, Daniel 11:32, Matthew 9:2 are a few..."banish anxiety from your heart and cast off the troubles of your body," Ecc 11:10 has been a perfect prayer for me the last few months with some health issues. So many lessons learned...eye opening experiences and gained empathy. Through it all, there is a peace that surpasses all understanding and joyfully I press on toward my goal.
There is so much I could share, but am limited to sitting, if I want to stand upright. Everything is all right, and I believe with all my heart this experience is better equipping me for my future endeavors. It blesses me now. Last week, after a memorial service, a close friend of the family's stated, "some days are like diamonds and some like stones," it had been a rocky day for all. I added there are always diamonds to be found even on the stoniest of days..you may have to look a little harder, or dig under a few rocks, but they are always there to shine....Where your focus is, lies your strength...mine is in Christ and He has been my focus...thinking of people less fortunate, healing, helping, loving, serving, and cherishing every moment, because we never know when our time here is done. I have had to share that point so often over the last couple of years....children, friends, so young to have their lives end. Life, just the same..I have learned to rise up through the pain.
There is a great need for encouragement, friendship, and laughter...love, kindness, and blessings to extend out. Reaching out in need is challenging, but blesses everyone involved..giver and receiver. The guidance is there for the taking...the choice is ours for the making! :) I pray this blesses you as it does for me to humbly share...my silliness, my heart and soul...this journey toward the heavenly goal! There is always something to be grateful for, even in the simple things...like me opening my journal and finding my poem, which reminded me of a friend's inspiring sentiments. It was needed and lifted my soul. A diamond on a stony day. May you find the joy in new friends or old, comfort, peace, and lots of love, to make all your days shine!
My Life.
A mother, daughter, sister and friend,
reaching out to lend a helping hand.
Creative, writer, doodler, problem solver galore.
student, teacher, encourager, and so much more.
Learning while acquiring new skills
life can be filled with so many thrills.
Loving and kind, with a Jersey Italian kick,
my southern side is the more hospitable pick.
Choosing love above all
and truly sorry when I fall.
But, everything is a blessing, I have to choose;
to rise and grow, or sing the blues.
Laughter is an important tool,
it can be healing to act the fool.
Submission to God is my #1 desire!
His will for me is far greater than I aspire!
He makes everything right and new,
His love will guide us through and through.
Surrendering all is such a sweet release,
which adds strength, hope, joy and unending peace.
Courage through fear can seem hard to gain,
stepping out in faith, God makes it is easier to attain.
Woman, dreamer, loyal, and true,
empathetic, and sensitive too.
A wife one day, will have to wait and see,
when God sends that special man to me.
Two precious angels bless my life everyday,
ups/downs, smiles/frowns, the fact remains that way!
Philanthropist to become,
babysteps until that day comes.
My efforts go forth through Christ,
to make the most of every moment in life.
Balance has to be,
uniting all three...
body, Spirit, and mind;
or just fall behind.
Others will follow too,
so choose wisely what to do.
Peace, love, and harmony
is how life ought to, and CAN be!
Everything is left to choice...I choose Christ! No longer I, but He!
All is well, He leads me and sets me free!!!
I have contemplated my writing, sharing, blogging, and the next steps in my path. I have had life changing events that taught me to let go and live, but there are always new defining moments and this year, as I broach upon my 40th year..EXCITEDLY!! :).. has added to those greatly. I have been ending my 30th decade with new passions stirring, added strength, determination and drive...all which have somewhat confused which way to turn the wheel and go. The only truth I know is that God will get me there, trusting in Him to gently navigate my course! I have verses written out as reminders of His promises, Proverbs 3, 5-6, Daniel 11:32, Matthew 9:2 are a few..."banish anxiety from your heart and cast off the troubles of your body," Ecc 11:10 has been a perfect prayer for me the last few months with some health issues. So many lessons learned...eye opening experiences and gained empathy. Through it all, there is a peace that surpasses all understanding and joyfully I press on toward my goal.
There is so much I could share, but am limited to sitting, if I want to stand upright. Everything is all right, and I believe with all my heart this experience is better equipping me for my future endeavors. It blesses me now. Last week, after a memorial service, a close friend of the family's stated, "some days are like diamonds and some like stones," it had been a rocky day for all. I added there are always diamonds to be found even on the stoniest of days..you may have to look a little harder, or dig under a few rocks, but they are always there to shine....Where your focus is, lies your strength...mine is in Christ and He has been my focus...thinking of people less fortunate, healing, helping, loving, serving, and cherishing every moment, because we never know when our time here is done. I have had to share that point so often over the last couple of years....children, friends, so young to have their lives end. Life, just the same..I have learned to rise up through the pain.
There is a great need for encouragement, friendship, and laughter...love, kindness, and blessings to extend out. Reaching out in need is challenging, but blesses everyone involved..giver and receiver. The guidance is there for the taking...the choice is ours for the making! :) I pray this blesses you as it does for me to humbly share...my silliness, my heart and soul...this journey toward the heavenly goal! There is always something to be grateful for, even in the simple things...like me opening my journal and finding my poem, which reminded me of a friend's inspiring sentiments. It was needed and lifted my soul. A diamond on a stony day. May you find the joy in new friends or old, comfort, peace, and lots of love, to make all your days shine!
My Life.
A mother, daughter, sister and friend,
reaching out to lend a helping hand.
Creative, writer, doodler, problem solver galore.
student, teacher, encourager, and so much more.
Learning while acquiring new skills
life can be filled with so many thrills.
Loving and kind, with a Jersey Italian kick,
my southern side is the more hospitable pick.
Choosing love above all
and truly sorry when I fall.
But, everything is a blessing, I have to choose;
to rise and grow, or sing the blues.
Laughter is an important tool,
it can be healing to act the fool.
Submission to God is my #1 desire!
His will for me is far greater than I aspire!
He makes everything right and new,
His love will guide us through and through.
Surrendering all is such a sweet release,
which adds strength, hope, joy and unending peace.
Courage through fear can seem hard to gain,
stepping out in faith, God makes it is easier to attain.
Woman, dreamer, loyal, and true,
empathetic, and sensitive too.
A wife one day, will have to wait and see,
when God sends that special man to me.
Two precious angels bless my life everyday,
ups/downs, smiles/frowns, the fact remains that way!
Philanthropist to become,
babysteps until that day comes.
My efforts go forth through Christ,
to make the most of every moment in life.
Balance has to be,
uniting all three...
body, Spirit, and mind;
or just fall behind.
Others will follow too,
so choose wisely what to do.
Peace, love, and harmony
is how life ought to, and CAN be!
Everything is left to choice...I choose Christ! No longer I, but He!
All is well, He leads me and sets me free!!!
Abundant blessings to you,
Janine
